4 in the bed and the little one said...

If I had one last thing to say to those three

Itd be Screw You for hurting me

Or maybe I'd scream at the top of my lungs

One solid screech and then itd be done 

One hurt me, one killed me, and one broke   me

You all are etched into my being 

Both figuratively and literally 

But those tattoos aren't all I'm seeing 

I'm seeing someone small, someone

Someone looking for caterpillars in the sun

Or playing with our littlest pet shops

Arguing over who tops

I'm seeing the best friend of my dreams

A best friend forever, or so it seemed

Something in her laugh made mine follow

And she made me feel a little less hollow

I'm seeing my monitor glowing in front of me

Music on, game on, and not going in the sea

Laughing about nothing, losing air in my  lungs

But still something's lurking, that feeling, it  tugs

But I guess if I had one last thing to say

One last chance to make them pay

I'd say thank you for the mark you made in my life

But still, I think I'd like to stab you with a-